life's great

2005-12-21T01:56:00.000-08:00

this blog is officially close... thanks 4 the ppl hu have comed n vist... all the best... :)

2005-12-03T01:04:00.000-08:00

Hi people! going off tonite at 11! 9.30 muzzie leave hse! today completed my 1000 piece puzzle with berlyn! veri happi but no frame so sad... nxt thing to do is to do the puzzle of mickey mouses! wanna collect all! i'm jobless cos i am under 16! thats so unfair!!!!! nvm lar, come back from holiday also left 10 days only, can rot my time away! went to watch chincken little on 1st dec, damn nice! veri cute and funni! i wanna watch ZATHURA, only movie i haven catch in the season! i watched all the rest of the movies and i think spent abt 100 bucks! go with cousins! is SAW nice? think abt watching... but scared ltr go home will have nitemare... hahax... so take care ppl! tata!

Msg 4 my lil angel: rmber the golden rule!! cannot 4get eat yur 3 meals! hahax...

Msg 4 nicole: sry 4 nt attending your chalet! wish u a early happi bdae! may all your wishes come true and wish you stay young and cute 4ever!

2005-11-28T18:29:00.000-08:00

Today morning went to tayies then to bugis junction with my bro and cuzzie... bought my brother's shirt from pure milk and newbie then my cousin and i bought tees from there too... damn ex actually... went to eat mos then watch movie... Dun watch 'PRIME'. not really nice, i nearly fell aslp in the cinema... damn sianz... alot of sexual scenes... quite D... then we went to my dad's office in a taxi and here i am, home sweet home... take care ppl! :)

Msg 4 my lil angel: 1 month le... thanks 4 bringing me laughter and joy no matter whether it rains or shine! i love you! :D

2005-11-27T12:31:00.000-08:00

so long nv blog aft o's so today free then come blog... er... life's boring... i cant work!! no money, veri poor thing.. hahax... going for holiday this sat... whoopie! going europe, can eat lots of choc n ice-cream, guess i gonna put on alot of weight! hahax... nxt week sort of bz... mon,wed,fri have to go parkway parade then tue,thurs going out with cousins and frens! enjoy life while u can!

Msg for my angel: 2morrow our 1 month anniversary le! I love you loadys!

2005-10-03T21:22:00.000-07:00

results are back! there are subjects to be disappointed 4 and subjeects to be happi 4 2... this is the 1st time i fail my humanities... bloody sad! :(

chinese:65/100 :))
a maths:55/100 :((
physics :70/100 :)))
humans :44/100 :(((((((((((((((((((((

kiez, lets strive harder 4 the 0 levels! jia you every1! :)

2005-09-17T15:53:00.000-07:00

1st week of the exams are sort of over! partially happi but sad that i screwed up al the subjects... thats really horrigible! argh! nvm, wats done cannot be undone, just work harder 4 the rest bahz... :)

my new philosophy: pretence can nv bring u happiness :)

2005-09-06T15:28:00.000-07:00

[DO NOT MAKE EMPTY PROMISES]

2005-09-05T21:46:00.000-07:00

todae's so bloody boring... luckily the test was sort of open book... lucky lucky... hahax... then write until hand wana break sia... aft that, went home then 4 tuition then to tampines 4 dental check up.... dun mention the dental check up, its a heartbreaking sesssion... the dentist tell me i am in danger of having decayy tooth... wanna cry liao! hahax... i dunwan to have rotten teeth! lol... gonna brush my teeth intensly after every meal from now on! give me support! hahax... tats all 4 todae! :D

2005-09-04T22:24:00.000-07:00

hahax... nice blogskin rite? designed by berlyn! veri nice! i love it! so today was another greatee day! morning had tuition then after that went national library then to bedok library cause the national 1 was so boring but the 'hans' the food quite nice... borrowed story books and spent the whole afternnoon reading... then after that went 4 dinner... kiez, thats it... tomorrow geog mock test prepare to see me fail... i have nth to study!!!

2005-09-03T23:35:00.000-07:00

blogging is getting soooo boring... todaes a great day, as usual! changed my blogskin... later in the afternnon gotta go out with daddy and mum to book tickets 4 our holiday to egypt... woahz... cant wait 4 that day to come! but 1st prioroty now is the prelims and o's... stress out... brain juices and cells are dying fast... hahax... ok, so thats it... hope u guys have an enjoyable sat 2! (:

2005-08-21T17:19:00.000-07:00

yesterday: greatee day, woke up early in the morning, had breakfast then dad fetched me down to tayies... she gave me her country club chicken pie! it was veri veri nice!!! like chocolates melting in my mouth! then after that i went to 'NUS guild house' to attend a baby's full month ceremony! the food there was not baddd.... and the baby was so sweeetttt! after that went to play bowling... scored highest, 105... veri bad score! the few ppl beside us were sooooo good! their total score is always 200 over, 1 even got 276, means all strike and spare! amazing rite? we were so amazed! then we kept ordering chips and onion rings, it was so delicious, especially the mayo! then proceded home, went 4 dinner with mum, dad and bro... went home and watch teevee! "she diao ying shiong zhuan"---> must wwatch!! veri nice!!!

today: mornin woke up, breakfast was ready, roti prata! its the worst i ever ate man! the prata was chewy, its like chewing gum! hahax... then had tution and ate lunch... nice porridge, luv the porridge mum makes! nice! i started playing com, so slack, dunnoe wat to do.. hahax... kiez, dad's gonna bring us to the new national library later... see u ppl in school 2moorrow! take care and ciao! :)

2005-08-08T22:10:00.000-07:00

long long time since i last blog... actually didnt want to continue blogging but since so mani ppl demanded 4 an update, here i am, lazily typing this entry... hahax... today was national day celebration and it was fun... the school was like united and mr zul's performance was great! hahax... it was so funni but he had many supporters though... then i and beeer went to bedok to repair the bad racket then the person say dun have the machine and we have to take mrt down to simei... it was like bloody ex! $20 was the repair fee, ah! i m broke! we went pet safari and stayed there 4 veri long looking at the husky and other dogs... the baby dogs were so cute!!! then the golden retriever was veri beautiful, the fur was like woahz! nice!!! then after that we went back to cp, go home then went tuition... on the way to tuition, met sum1.... the person DIAO me 4 nth, veri pissed then went chem tuition... heard some things, felt so betrayed... call yursself a true fren but actually u r just a blessing in disguise... wat a lier! u r a freak, a moron, a BITCH! [[ betrayer, u noe hu u r ]] so after that met beer coincidentally then walked home... didnt joiin cyn they all 4 their bad game, sori had to go home 4 dinner... came home and did a maths, quite sastified with myself! :)

[betrayers will get their retribution in the end][it will never feel good being a betrayer]
[i had learnt my lesson but i dun think u had...]
[so, in the end... HU'S THE BIG BULLY???]

2005-07-24T20:39:00.000-07:00

sat: it was great, right at 8am, i was out of the door and heading to serangoon swimming complex with min, may and beer... we swam 4 3 hours, quite amazing rite? hahax... then min and beer very afraid of the depth of the pool, swim a little dun dare go on... hahax... but end up they suceeded swimming the whole length, i m so PROUD of u gals! i swam quite a few laps 2... then bcom charcoal, veri veri black... we headed down to junction 8, ate kfc and went 4 the superstar thing.... the queue was so bloody long! then we enter, it was even worse, ppl were pushing, swearing at 1 another, and i was sweating like crazy.... end up, i cant stand it so i and beer squeezed our way out... then we headed down to kallang to meet my cousins then we went for the ndp parade! veri veri fun! the tankeres were so cool! i wonder where they are kept, singapore's small but its defence is realli amazing! then the f-16 were cool and the red lions were 2! the performance was still ok... the xchange command was really cool! veri veri veri! the fake president and pm were so funni, every1 was laughing! singapore is 4ever united as 1! yeahz! took lots of pics! then took cab back with beer... dead beat but couldnt slp...

todays a great day... started out, woke up in the morning, went 4 running then went out with dad, mum and bro... i collected my specs, awwww, got to wear specs, no choice! i hate it man! then came home went cycling with beer, we went all the way to yio chu kang thru short-cut, really cool... hope to find more new roads! hahax... then went home, dad cooked noodles! really delicious! and here i am typing this posts, tats it, take care ppl!

2005-07-20T22:19:00.000-07:00

woohoooooo.... hahax... sort of happy with my results although they are all border-line passes... i finally pass my physics and chem already... very elated!!! then my maths sort of maintain at that level.... I HATE MCQ MAN!!! if nt bcos of mcq, i would have scored a's! argh! nvm... must buck up real hard... then went 4 tuition, took the cab, waste loads of money... not a bad day aft all... watched super star and derrick gt the highest points... quite a cute guy though... hahax... proud to say todays the 1st day i read the chinese papers so thoroughly, there was even ZIDANE'S picture inside! hahax... happi, happi, happi! :)

[hope i will be able to pass my humanities and english]
[hope to be able to get down to junction 8 this sat!]
[loads of movies to clear but no1's willing to watch with me cos its too ex!]

[arghhh!!!!! hahahahahax...]
[smile ppl, this pre-prelims is nt so impt, dun give up hope, wrk harder and we will be able to do better! especially hui min... dun bbe sad! you will always have your friends support! ]

2005-07-16T15:02:00.000-07:00

today went tayies... earned 10 bucks, not that bad aft all... hahax... ez money... she said my scales is bad so i hafta practise hard, i suppose... and the 3rd piece, i hate the 3rd piece... hahax... aft lesson, went daddies office and played sims 2... aft that com crashed, congrats, i didnt save the game... hahax... then dad thought me hw to drive a car... the gear 1-5 and r... r is reverse then 1 is the most powerful 1... it was fun driving! hahax... then we went 4 lunch, ate duck rice, the sauce veri sweet.... then ate popiah! great apetite!!! thats all folks!

2005-07-15T18:40:00.000-07:00

todae had chinese o level listening... quite okie, i think... finally the chinese o level paper is over, wondering if i would have to retake.... argh! afraid... changed my blogskin also, the song is thanks to berlyn... i love that song man! gg out tomorrow but dunnoe go where... maybe www? i missed that place hell loads! but 2 ppl go also sianz... hw? think of a solution later i suppose... saving up real hard!

2005-06-21T21:08:00.000-07:00

today was superbly great... was home with guang... we 2 were plaaying a fool... start of the morning, we were already pillow-fighting then we watched teeveee together... hahax... teeveeess programmed are boring so we proceeded to watching dvds... watched cheaper by a dozen and kungfu hustle... laughed tilll mad... he went to 7-11 and bought mani chips, drinks and mash potato... enjoyed... hope i could spent the rest of the holidays chilling out with him... he'd fun to be with... alwas treating me to stuff! thanks bro!!! evening time, studied ss, awww, still long way to go 4 humanities... hope i can make it in time pre-prelims... we r gonna make it, everybody hu come across this blog!!! preservere on!!!

2005-06-18T22:00:00.000-07:00

today's nth... mood=guilty... thats it... didnt know u wont enjoyed it... sry... no more 2nd time... tats it...

2005-06-17T21:44:00.000-07:00

life's great... todays a greatee day too cos its the last day of school*sort of*, hahax... then ate hotcakes in the morning with beer then went 4 a maths... after ssp, me, zm, pf and kl went to pizza hut to eat... woahz, great food... hahax... enjoyed myself, after went to pf hse, drank lots of pepsi twist, hahax... then went 4 tuition at bedok... learnt mani mani things again... came back to cp met beer again... wow! glad that she found 4 me the tortoise... thanks man!!! so happi!!! ahahhax... seems like the turtle is part of my life... saw mum, dad n bro and they insisted i go hm with them... soo sorry beer, couldnt go hm with u.... sorry sorry... tomorrow still gg out with pf n beer n may n zm... ah... another long day... :)

[i wanted to save u][but it seems too late][i m so sorry][argh!!!!][any way to get u out??][i hope miracles do happen nw...][but do miracles exist??][i dun believe...]

2005-06-16T21:08:00.000-07:00

life's boring... tats it... i hate the chapaters on magnetism!!! argh!! jus sux... i m not surviving, i am dying... hahax... have 5 more chapters to go... tired... breaking down... will continue tomorrow... gotta finish physics by this week or not there's no time already, haven even started on chem, maths and humanities... argh! nt enough time!!! m i like in a pile of deep shit nw??? nvm, no mood to study nw anyway... gotta watch lost later! nice show!!! ciao babies!!!

2005-06-15T22:11:00.000-07:00

had hotcakes 4 breakfast today! nice with lots of butter and honey!!! then me and beer went to walk walk and proceeded to sch... went to the ava, sat with yanting and we were playing but did our work too... then aft tat, went to hougang mall, beer bought her duckie, i was so sad i couldnt find the tortoise... sad sad sad.... then we went back to sk, wanted to go pasir ris to make her ez link, then the guy told us hougang mall has... i was like so pissed, hahax.. but it was ok, went back to hougang with her, she made her card, ex!!! it was $19.. i dunwanna lose my card man... we sat bus to tm and walk walk.. bought things again.. loads of them... socks n blah blah blah... then yt meet us and we went to take neoprint, the machine was driving the 3 of us crazy!! hahax... we were like fooling around... then we went our own way, beer n i rushed to bus-stop cos i was late 4 tuition... then I TOOK THE WRONG BUS!!!! i was like wat the, wanted to take taxi then told the taxi driver wrong placae again!!! owwww! then the cab fare was damn ex!!! argh!! sort of broke, gonna save up hard!!! lucky they haven start the tuition so i was like okie... then today learnt many things... great... went hm then study physics... wondering if i had the time to finish... awwwww...... scared to bits and pieces...... afraid man! anyway, tats my life 4 today! intersting i can rate it... tomororw any1 free? wana go out? its boring staying at hm alone... hm alone... hahax... i like to move it move it, i like to move it move it!!! hahax... am i sick??? awwwwww......... hate this feeling.... missing her every minute, every second.....

2005-06-13T21:36:00.000-07:00

ha! overslept today! when i wokke up, there will like loads of missed call by beer... hahax.... then msges.. okie, so was bz with the hp once i woke up... then went to cp, yt was late... shared hotcakes with beer and played with the butter... looked like shit yeahz? hahax... then beer left her bike in cp and we took 87 to sch... had lessons, learnt mani things! yup! so elated! went to cp after to mug, i didnt even finish studying 2 chapters after 2 hours... argh!!! came home, it was a miracle, i had the mood to study out of a sudden... then study study, completed 4 chapters, still have lots to go on... dying... wondereing if i could survive... anyway, tomorrow's a frree day! anyone wants to come out to study? call me! :) take care ppl!!!

2005-06-12T20:28:00.000-07:00

today actually was supposed to play badminton with beer de but end up i couldnt finish mugging so we didnt play... sry arhz beer... then mug till siao, so tired, went shopping after that with parents... they decided not to buy the phone 4 me again! argh! i am so sad! nvm, life still goes on... hahax... ya, cheng bought me a tigger from m'sia! so so so cute!! love him! hahax... nth else 4 todaay... just noe that life's boring but we gonna add colours to it to make it interesting! gonna meet yanting and beer tomorrow morning again 4 hotcakes! yeahz!!!!

[hp bill is bombarding, playing msg with moron non-stop, hahax][i love my life now][so peacufull, so fun, always filled with laughter...][thanks 4 giving me the chance to start life anew with new ppl...][ppl whom i love and find fun and tears of joy...]

[ i wanna live a life without strangers][i dun wan to be with ppl with complicated minds][simple is the word that controls my heart][black, white, which side are u on?][thats the siemens thing, quite cool][hahax...]

2005-06-11T23:14:00.000-07:00

todae went out with beer... we spent money like mad ppl like that.. bought a nike bag, spent $100+ on clothes, bought a op pants and converse bball pants, bought bands, accessories,pencil case, still have? i nt sure, later gonna check... anyway, haven finish shopping... i still have loads to buy... ankle length socks, wallet and blah blah blah... ... it was fun overall! came home then we found out many things on net, the game is over... gonna have new hp reall soon... yeahz!!!

[mugging real hard][can i make it?][i hope so...][please give me the strength and moral support][i wanna make it through][praying like mad][is there enough time?][i dun tink so...][too late]

2005-06-10T21:09:00.000-07:00

what bout today? morning met beer at cp, she was late 4 half an hour!!! argh!!! i was like so pissed and impatient but nahz, nvm, she owe me a hotcake meal! hahax... then i went to buy milo again and we went school... had chem lessons, aft that went to hougang mall look 4 stuff... ended up in heartland mall then cp... bought op pants then saw mani thingss we like... aft that rushed to parkway like siao and slept on the way and at studio...sooooooo tired..........

[i dunnoe if it is possible 4 us to be like in the past][things change][i feel happier with the others][i dunnoe why][i dun feel like returning to the past anymore...][its painfull and tiring][this torturous moment is enough][i dun wanna handle it anymore...]

tomorrow gg out with beer again... seems like we have loads of things to buy... gonna be broke!

2005-06-09T22:00:00.000-07:00

met yan ting in cp today morning then we went school 2gether after buying milo from mcdonalds... went to the it room then meet berlyn... we rotted inside 4 half an hour b4 gg 4 lessons... it was like so boring... so after the lessons, war broke out... haiz... really at a loss of words man... always having war... when is it gonna stop? we went to the it room again to look aqt pictures then i n beer started playing inside... we were like conjoined twins with the jacket on... we shared 3 packets of milo powder, eat like siao but nice! then drank milo, no taste, must drink plain water then have taste de...fun fun, lots of fun...after that went to beer to cp, we ate jacks place, with lots of fats and strong mystery around... hahax... so funny... then we bought things earlier... we bought slippers and xchanged, she took the 1 with the mouth cross and i took the 1 with the eye crossed... hahax... then bought hp accessories...sweet wrapper! lol... then we went library tok tok, vent frustration then went to op... bought stuff and went off... then we sat under the block tok tok and tok non-stop... then phone calls came and the war bcome worse... it is like more and more countries are involvved... haizs... ppl still have to make decisions, so tiring, so hurting... ...

mummy: u dun stress or sad le lar... relax and take things easy... me, yur bodak and black nurse will always be beside you when u need me!

yan ting: relax lar... dun get so agitated... take things easily...

tats it... still meeting beer 4 hotcakes tomorrow... nice... cant wait 4 the time to arrive quickly...

2005-06-07T21:33:00.000-07:00

today had oral examination and i gt 29/40, a little dissapointed though... could havve done better... mrs raj say i talk MONOTONE!!! hahax... have i bcom the 2nd e.o ? *dun tell idiot no.2* hahax... then went to the canteen to rot with wendrey, hui ying*nt me*, idiot no 2, hui min, jacq, beer and much more peeps... it was like fun! i had free sausages!!! nice! thanks wendrey!!! great YUMMY sausages! hahax... then beeer the MORON away... u think what? u r the actress of 'pao ba hai zi?'... hahax... then me and 'i.n.2' went to search 4 her like crazy! found out that she went back to canteen, like playing hide-and-seek with us like that... ah, nvm, as long as we found the run-away moron... i n beer went to j8 but on the way to j8, that moron refuse to let her free lunch fly away on wings! she kept insisting on gg back to sch to get her free meal so we went back and went off again... i think ppl would see us as MAD! hahax... travelling in n out of the sch as if we missed it soooooooooo much... ... of course, she didnt havae money and i started digging my pockets 4 money... at the bus interchange, we saw a blind couple, veri veri sweet, the way they helped each other... wanted to help them but too late... they walked to the next glass door and some other kind great uncle helped them... may God bless ppl like them...went to j8 4 only 15 minutes then went back... siao rite? as if alot of time to waste..... then beer told me rm also seelll that bread! i was like 'wat the hell?!!!!!', hahax.... waste my time... we sat 156 back and started comparing the length of our nose, leg, eyes, ears, mouth, hand, arm..... more n more... the outcome better nt say, beer will start crying de! hahax... it was very very fun on the journey back... we were luffing non-stop in the bus! hahax... went to cp and had a bloody hard time finding our straws... finally found it at valuae and went hm.. started folding the hearts! 1314!! i m dying!!! so tiring, my hands are giving way so beer even worse! shhhhh, no more details or the lucky gal will find out bout her present.. hahax.... received wendrey's call, was doing maths so sort of chat with her, laughing bout stuff.... aft that, dinner time and back to work!

wendrey: dun give up your hopes! there are surely many obstacles in life... but insteaed of giving up, we should preservere on... bu yao qing yi fang qi, fou zhe dui bu qi zhi zi...

Moron: dun give up also... will be adding oil 4 u here!

so thats it bout my life... fun fun fun... but exams are coming... am i prepared????? and are you?????

2005-06-06T18:27:00.000-07:00

today's a normal day but many things can happen in a day... haiz... sad... depressed... no words can describe the feelings inside me, its juz horrible... anyway, after ssp today, we went to cp to have mos burger! me, nicole, kiang, min and teng... it was fun, we spent most of out time chatting... hahax... hui min's jokes were so entertaining! realli funny especially the incident with glh! hahax... then came hm 4 tuition, toked to mon then we started gg crazy over wolfgang! hahax! he's so bloody handsome!!! then we started finding pictures on Paris Latis! hahax... fun fun... then after came a phone call which made my feelings go down down and down...

ye xu bu guan zhen yang, da dou hui bi wo zhong yao ba... wo zhi dao zhi zi shi yong yuan zou bu jing ni xing li de...

cherie: wo men shi bu ke neng hui dao chong qian de... dui bu qi... dan wo bi xu gao shu ni, i m your guardian star! bu guan zhen yang, wo dou hui zai ni sheng pang shou hu zhe ni...

2005-06-02T18:42:00.000-07:00

perhaps i learnt to be strong within... i will never with that soft ever again.... i learnt to path myself out and 1 day i will make it... never wanna be fooled again, a soft heart reaps nth but pain all over... i learnt from my mistakes and will not repeat it... now i just hate all of u 2... hyprocrites i call... just wana learn to be myself... my heart is standing strong and it will never fall... i wont 4give and 4get... i will nt waste my time propraganding ppl hu r nt worth *i had already done so anyway* but i wil stop... i will not talk to ppl hu aerent worth my saliva... thats it, a new me, a new begggining.... only have frens hu are true and nt frens that are Faking all over... my heart's dead, no more feelings, no more sympathy... ...

ha! today had physics lesson... it was superb! i learnt much bout gamma, alpha and beta rays! ummm, mr selva is the best! taught me stuff and i understand! went hm with nic, desarie and shin yi after that... bathed and immediatealy plonked down to the bed... ... ha! just woke up, gonna do stuf later... ciao and take care babies!

FUCK OFF FAKOS!! U 2 PPL JUST SUX!!! SHOULD NEVER HAVE TRUSTED U...

2005-05-31T20:44:00.000-07:00

today was career quest! every gal look like a beauty and every guy look so handsome... kiez, so that was it, some talk was interesting but the others were so boring i nearly snored off... .... erm, ppl shoes kept giving way and i was wearing slippers cos of the orh chey on my leg... forced to speak in front of the whole sch, face bcome like tomato like that, so pai seh... hahx... but a gd experience indeed... ... gt back my report book, the results sux lar... 35 in clz, i was like what?!!! i couldnt believe it... but its a fact duh... the security guard came and console me! ahaha, so cute! thanks and to all hu consoled me... erm, guess i hafta to work really really hard 4 the june holidays and be prepared 4 my o levels, prelims and pre... afraid... but i cantt let DISSAPOINTMENT RULE OVER ME... I MUST BE STRONG AND OVERCOME ALL OBSTACLES THAT STAND IN MY PATH... I CAN DO IT!!!! gonna go off to mug, no time to waste... ciao babies!

2005-05-22T13:17:00.000-07:00

Stress Out! argh! why do jc's only accept sports atheletics?! fair?! nope!!!! so no choice, cousin getting for me n beer recommendation form, then the both of us applying 4 pioneer, jurong and meridian... jurong seems miles away from my house! argh! this is horrid! i hate this! but life still goes on! the chinese o's are coming so everyone, come on , work hard and get over this once and 4 all!!! jia you!!!

2005-05-18T22:29:00.000-07:00

nothing's the same anymore... everything changes... i hate my life now... no pressure, nothing... thats the worst part... i dun wanna let down anybody else, especially MR JAY LIEW... i'm so sorry, didnt know u had so high expectations of me... didnt know till min told me bout it... very upset argh!!!!! sob... crying wont solve the problem either... dun see it makes any sense... thanks mon for encouraging me through the phone! i will work hard and enter MERIDIAN 1!!! thanks 4 all u guys and gals encouragement... without u all, i might nt be what i am today... love u all soooo much! june holidays still have to meet mr selva 4 lessons, only 4 ppl are chosen and i am actually inside the programme, guess i am 1 of the worst! haiz... ... cant do anythings bout it, too late 4 regrets 2... regret is nt a factor, its no use... pure rubbish! some things yt said todae enlightened me 2! thanks so much baby! love u lots! i wanna be what i am, not what ppl force me to bcom!

do miracles exist? i dunnoe but what i know is, my future lies in my hands! not gonna let fate take control anymore, gonna break what ppl call 'fate'... i will create a road 4 myself, i live my own life! fate dosent exist in my eyes! zai wo de shi jie li, mei you yuan fen zhe ge zi... ...

[12 days to chinese o levels]
[jia you everybody!!!]
[love u ppl]
[thanks to all the ppl hu gave me encouragement and support all the way]
[Special Thanks To]: wendrey, yan ting, mon
Msg: u were the 1's hu enlightened me! thanks sooo much! dun give up on yurself 2! when u ask a person to be strong, u should be even stronger in yur own beliefs and courage deep within yur heart... ...

2005-05-17T15:22:00.000-07:00

gonna face the music today... afraid but nonetheless i hafta bear the consequences!! haiz... dissapointed in myself totally, cant say anthing... dad's gonna fly into a burning rage and mum would be angry 2... made ppl dissapointed in me/. is there still a point carrying on living? i really wonder... ... wannna jump bt didnt have the courage! perhaps this is all retribution, i dunnoe... ...

Results:

English: unsure bt the 1 on job attachment: 18/30
Chinese: 57/100
Physics: 38/100
Chem: 42/100
A maths: 52/100
E maths: 57/100
Geog: dunnoe yet
Ss: 17/25

This results really sux! its horrible although i made some improvements... cant understand y this is being put into the report bk... wasnt it suppose to be a common test? if it was a mye, we would have been given the freedom to go home rite?! this is sich a ridicule man! i cant believe it... haiz...

Totally dissapointed in myself... i have let down too many ppl... really have to work harder 4 the prelims and o's... is there still a point to carry on living? can i make it? i wonder... ...

2005-05-16T21:45:00.000-07:00

WANNA CRY CRY LE!!!!!!! RESULTS GG DOWN THE DRAIN!!! HAIZ... ... BUT NVM! BUT STRIVE FOR THE PRE-PRELIMS, PRELIMS AND THE O LEVELS!!!! WANNA ENTER MERIDIAN JC!!!! HAIZ...

MSG 4 HUI MIN AND JACQ: DUN SAD SAD LE! MUST CHEER UP AND STRIVE 4 O'S! :D

MSG 4 YAN TING: DUN CRY LE AND DUN STRESS YURSELF OUT TOO MUCH! SMILE SOON BABY! LOVE YA LOTS!

TATA BABIES! DUN BE SAD! CHEER UPZ!!!!

2005-05-07T21:09:00.000-07:00

today's a fun day! went to tayies in the morning and she asked me and tez to go shopping first so we went to parkway to shop... bought mother's day pressent then went to mos 4 SOUP! nice! went to a flower shop, bought roses and a blue 1 4 tayie... it was like ex! but she is our mother 4 MUSIC!! hahax... then took cabby back and had lesson... gave tayie the flower and she put it in a bottle! hahax... after that went back to parkway to buy flowers again and then we took the free bus back to bedok cos i hafta go there 4 tuition... boring... we went to kfc 4 ice cream and drink and we started talking bout hitler! hahax... so interesring! i wanna watch the video 2222222! hahax...went 4 the so called meaningful tuition and took 87 back to cp with yan ting and drey... listened to ambrose songs 4 the 1st time in my life, nt bad, quite nice! reached cp le then accompany drey go buy dinner 4 her sis and herself, met up with beerlyn... i gave berlyn the rose cos she my mama! hahax... HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY AND TO MY BIOLOGICAL MUMMY! HAHAX! went to collect flowers 4 b mum... we went walking around cp then bought bdae present 4 eric and wrapper 4 pei fen....i called mum to tell her i was gg home and she asked me to buy food 4 dad and bro... bid goodbye to drey and i and beer went to foodcourt then mc to grab food... still owe her $3.60! ah, gt back my money anyway, hahax... she ride me home then when i gave mummy the flowers, she was soooooo surprised! hahax... ate dinner and started mugging, its rest time nw, gonna start mugging once i finish this post! treating mum to swensens tomorrow! BROKE but nvm, its worth the money cos she is the 1 hu brought me up! thanks mum! I LOVE YOU!

2005-05-06T22:25:00.000-07:00

today was ss and english paper. erm, dun really know how i will farae but the weighing part was quite bad, seriously... ah... nvm bout that... staying in sch was really like boring! end up, me kiang, teng, nic and ber started talking and playing at the back of the clzrm with xiao pink and the monkey*dunnoe what name*... hahax... bell ring, rushed home, met desarie and shin yi, they started telling me how long they waited, after that, i was also like faddap cos the bus took a bloody long time to come! but finally it came lar! hahax.. lame right?

in the afternoon went back home and found out that a mini flood occured in my house! hahax! dad asked me to mop and i was like 'WHAT?!'... hahx... spent bout half an hour doing that stupid thing! hahax... after that met berlyn and we went to cp, done quite alot of things... went to buy bdae present, clip, pen,went to library and mos! she cheated me into eating! hahax... smart gal yeahz? anyway we proceded back and started chatiing under my hse block... talk talk talk for more than 3 hours i guess? woahz... after talking or proporganda, hahax... she actually cried then both of our faces started heating up... hahax... my bladder was like bursting but we still continue talking and went to car park play play 4 awhile... after that dad started nagging me to go home and of course i went home or nt my head would have been chopped off... went home, thought he was going to yell at me but he smiled at me and even started joking, i was like surprised! hahax... going to tayies, meeting tez and gg 4 tuition! argh! hate all this! but life stil goes on!

WHAM................... WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..........................

ALL THE BEST 4 NEXT WEEK!

PRESERVERE! "JIAN CHI DAO DI" ----> AH DO!

GO GO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2005-05-05T21:05:00.000-07:00

whammmmm.... weeeeeee...... hahax.... just came back from a 'swing ride'! today offended berlyn... sry... SORRY!!! big enough? but oopsydoopsy, thats the biggest, use a magnifying glass and it might appear even larger... really SORRY!!! was in a fit of undescribable anger... nahz, cant xplain... tomorrow's ss and english test... nt afraid though, such a weirdo me... argh! madness might have ruled over me, i dont know, maybe yes, maybe not...

HItler's interesting! hahax... studied more about him today, seem to be over obseessed with him... hahax! cant take my eyes off the com cos i was reading about an interesting and so called 'handsome/pycho' guy... wakakaaaaa..... guess i m crazy 4 today...

whammmm... weeeeeee.... gonna fall back... nahz, just returning to my swing 4 a thrilling ride! tatata babies! take care and all the best!

2005-05-04T22:08:00.000-07:00

tired! tired! i am bloody tired! stress with work! exams are around the corner! argh... gonna binge again, 4 sure, never changes... gonna put on lots a weight! oops... was that loud? hahax... gonna bcom a big balloon! wanna play punch buggey! hahax...

I am so bloody in love with HITLER! an enormously interesting guy! he wanted to bcom a monk, go read his diary through the net, he's like a big phycho! gone though mass killing but loved klara and his family sooo much... poor bro which died of measles at 6, mum hu died of breast cancer and dad of a lung sickess... quite sad actually... bad background! he was a school drop-out but wanted badly to bcom an artist! hahax... didnt succeed though, poor chap... ah, never ending story if i continue typing... hahax...

why have things become so COMPLICATED? dun wanna think, just wanna concentrate on studies and treasure everything's that with me at this moment... thats all i ask 4 and it really is enough... enough... thank god 4 giving me all these, its enough, bless everyone here! *sprinkle holy water*

JIA YOU 4 ALL THE UPCOMING PAPERS! GO GO GO! ALL THE WAY! VROOMMMMMMMMMMMM....................

I AM MAD... MAD... BOONEY LITTLE COW! HAHAX...

[[INFATUATION]]

2005-04-24T21:39:00.000-07:00

the sufferr Hui Ying
surfing since christmas
too cool to resist
the temptation
attracted to me
or not fuck off
and get your ass outta here!

hahax... thats was written 4 me by 1 of my friends! cool, isnt it? at least i think it is...

BE ATTRACTED TO ME
THATS THE WAY INFATUATION
TEMPTATION WORKS
BE COOL
AND DUN POKE YOUR BUTTS AROUND
I DUN GIVE A SHIT OUT OF YOU

CIAO BABIES!

2005-04-22T22:27:00.000-07:00

Accidentally in LOVE

So she said whats the problem baby
Whats the problem i dont know
well maybe i'm in love[love]
think about it everytime
i think about it
cant stop thinking bout' it

how much longer will it take to cure this
just to cure it cause i cant ignore it if it's love[love]
makes me wanna turn around and face me but i dont know nothing 'bout love

come on, come on
turn a little faster
come on, come on
the world will follow after
come on, come on
cause everybody's after love

so i said i'm a snowball running
running down into the spring thats coming all this love
melting under blue skies
belting out sunlight
shimmering love

well baby i surrender
to the strawberry ice cream
never end of all this love
well i didnt mean to do it
but there's no escaping your love

these lines of lightning
mean we're never alone
never alone, no, no

come on, come on
move a little closer
come on, come on
i want to hear you whisper
come on, come on
settle down inside my love

come on, come on
jump a little higher
come on, come on
if u feel a little lighter
come on, come on
we were once
upon a time in love

we're accidentally in love
accidentally in love(x7)

ACCIDENTALLY

I'm in love, i'm in love
I'm in love, i'm in love
I'm in love, i'm in love
accidentally(x2)

come on, come on
spin a little tighter
come on, come on
and the world's a little brighter
come on, come on
just get yourself inside her

Love, i'm in love

work hard for my nafa! just a point to gold... must put in alot of effort! jia you!!! :D exams are round the corner, jia you everybody! SAD today cos i cannot attend speech day! argh! *some ppl know why*

[[6 days]]

2005-04-13T22:20:00.000-07:00

Zinedine-ying

Life's sort of boring nowadays... i am piled up by loads of work and i cannot seem to finish it... today went 4 tuition then it was like paathetic, there were only 3 ppl... but its alrite lar, i tink can concentrate better... after that when we were boarding the bus back, me and wendrey kept talking bout frankenstein! wakaka! :D we were also drenched in the rain but dun tink i am ever gonna fall sick... 2morrow there is still Nafa test, dun tink i am ever gonna make it, leg's aching badly!! sigh, better have a early rest... everybody JIA YOU!!

msg 4 wendrey: dun give up on *ahem*, can sense u really like him yeahz? cannot give up so easily!

Tata! Falling deeply in LOVE with 'him'! [april-6 days ] or [1 year, 4 months and 6 days]

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[sigh]]

2005-04-08T22:08:00.000-07:00

Zinedine-ying

today we had our chinese oral exam, tink i m gonna fail, the teacher kept questioning me, i dun even have the chance to speak she already ask questions, very fast hor? idiot lehz! make me fail my oral, she mood swing nt my problem rite? madness! haiz, was sad over this, veri veri scared i fail!!!! argh!!! anyway, after that went out with wendrey then we walk walk eat eat then talk about alot of things... but what she told me at the bus interchange make me think alot... nad i realized that i haven gave him up... maybe never bahz, haiz...

msg 4 wendrey: thanks 4 giving me the courage to love him once more, this time will nt dissapoint anybody including myself... i will love him until the time comes when i have to let go... but hope u will also have the courage to love *ahem*, dun give up on him 2 juz like i nv give up on *ahem*! jia you! :D

thats bout it bahz, stil broooding over my oral! veri veri afraid!!! hope everything will come to an end soon.... thanks 4 the ppl hu stood by me all these days... and 4 those ppl hu r lying and *faking*, stop it! it realli sux!!! especially some peeps, dun wanna mention, they know hu they are...

Fake ppl should just f*** off!

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[exhausted]]

2005-04-04T22:05:00.000-07:00

Zinedine-ying

todae school day... the misunderstanding didnt seem to get better bt worst... i am really exhausted... i tink everyone's exhausted too... the more i know, the more i tink i am falling into danger zone, i dun wanna know so much... can i go 4 brainwash nw? how i wished everything was erased from my mind... i really wished 4 that... i n hm had done all we can, putting in lots of effort and time... i sense she's sad and tired... me 2... do u guys really want everything to come to an end? is it worth? the worst thing is: i dun reap what i sow! is that fair 2 me? maybe its sort of retribution, i dunnoe... i know many things bout beer todae also... i saw the true faces of many ppl... really saw it, hw i wished it was juz a mask which can be tooken off.. i know i have ap 2, nad seriously, i dun mind u gals telling me wats the problem with me, i will try to change de...

msg 4 beer: know u gg crazy soon le, gonna pull out all yur hair and commit suicide le... if u wan to do all these things, let me know 1st... u pull out yur hair, i will go shave it and enter nunnary with u... if u want to jump, wait 4 me also, we go find the tallest building in the world and jump 2gether, like that will create news... hahx... *serious doh*... know u have the heart to he hao, dun give up!! jia you!!!

msg 4 nicole: cool down... u go read beer's friendster account and decide what u wanna do bahz... hope it will create a miracle...

msg 4 hui min: dun so stress le... relax, cool down and you will do well! smile always!

msg 4 wendrey: thanks 4 listening me out todae! was really down at that moment of time, nearly let out my tears bt tink a 2nd time, i was like " hui ying! y u so stupid?! cry 4 what? crazy arhz???" i suspect i have an imaginary fren... thats creepyy... hahax... and yup, i will go and tink about that thing seriously dde.... i have my limits, i know what to do... dun worry...

msg 4 m.o.l.s: dunnoe what to say or do nw.. at a total lost... hope after this incident, we can bcom united or... *u gals know the consequence*... dun wanna sae... no matter what, i will be there 4 u all... cheer up and i wanna see u all smilling hapily!!!

ya... back here... todae had maths ssp, it was like fun cos i and beer playing behind but at least i can do 2 questions on my own!!! hahax... then we play like siao and my hand gena bitten again... beer bite me from last week that mark also haven go off yet--> looks like love bite! wakaka! i dunwan!!! hahax... then she bit me until orh chey, pain pain!!! but i bit her 2 lar, she still can 'ren' so long, pei fu!!! i awhile down there calling 4 SOS le... hahx... then i successfully unbutton her t-shirt 2... hahx... she so scared... then her hair also go bonkis like mad scientist... lolx... maybe she wil succeed being 1... wanna be my nxt einstein? wakaka... i wanna marry einstein! can he lyk come back 2 life? hahax... juz joking, i m nt totally mad yet... then eat with hui min in canteen, ate octupus balll, hot and the mayo veri nice! ucky hui min ask uncle to put more... then we down there talk to wendrey, fishball and yanting... quite funni... laughed of course... kiez, gonna brush my teeth and out medicine on my hand le... hope everything will turn out fine asap... love everyone, take care! ciaoz...

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[does misunderstandings really rule over us?]]

2005-04-03T15:39:00.000-07:00

Zinedine-ying

todaes a sunday! woke up early and went to temple to pray 4 my grandparents... after that came home and all my cousins came to my house... gonna celebrate my cousin's bdae again! fast? hahax... after that we went down to play bball, i went down to find beer to give her sth then we ended up toking 4 quite a long time there... i know mani things thru our tok also... haiz.. i think better not tink too much... feel like pulling out all my hair! stress!!! sigh.. still upset... dun wanna sae anything, everybody think everythings over... izzit? hu can tell me the asnwer??? tell mi! i wanna know... is it worth it? everything into the drain out of a sudden? tired... really tired.. dun wanna harm the innocent...

msg 4 beer: dun upset le.. i know hw u feel at this moment... its not easy 4 u... i m always here for u... gt problems come find me bahz! cheer up!

msg 4 wei li: sry 4 not trusting u the other time but i came to my senses le... i realized that true frens should trust each other and this time, i really trust and believe you... sorry...

msg 4 kiang and hui min: thanks for listening to me when i am in a state of confusion... love you all to bits! gt problems also can find me! i will listen to u guys de!

msg 4 mian bao: thanks alot for yur understanding and patiece! forever my mian bao partner!! love you!

msg 4 everyone in m.o.l.s: i really hope everything turn out fine... forgive and forget... thats the only thing that crossed my mind.. overall, no matter what hapens, i still love all u gals!

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[guilt-stricken]]

2005-04-02T14:17:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

wanna tok all bout yesterday... it was sports day.. from the start(morning), things were not right.. tears were shed, misunderstandings started happening and trust starts vanishing... i knew it all started from me... if i say i didnt, its all just a stupid lie, i m lying to myself so as to others... wei li was very angry, i saw it... and as for jacq, it was the 1st time i saw her so angry... then denial in words start occuring, everything just seem too complicated, i didnt know what to say but deep down in my heart, i know whats happening... its jus nt right... complications...

msg 4 wei li and jacq: my apologies for everything that hapened... i hope you all and nic will he hao... i dunnoe what to say will cool u guys down but just wanna say sorry cos it started from me... and for weili, i went to read yur blog, it stated that u wished u were nt in m.o.l.s... i am in no position to say anything, thats right but at least i want you to know i m sry if its bcos of me, u have no sense of belonging to the group... really sorry...

msg 4 beer: i dunnoe whats wrong during thats day ssp but i know its sth u dun wanna sae... and i tink its link to me and all of us... hope you will cheer up soon... thanks 4 lending me your hand to bite... hope to see you smiling again...

msg 4 kiang: thanks for listening to me when i was really in a state of confusion... love you lots...

msg 4 nicole: cool down, dun be angry anymore if you are... hope you can he hao with jacq and wei li asap...

msg 4 hui min: nothing's your fault, it has gt nth to do with you... you are just a middle-person, i know its hard on you... so cheer up... hope to see yur radiant smile once again...

then HAWK hse won floor ball!!! rawks man! so happi although i only participated in the last match... congrats to all and for the hard work u guys put in although we nv did practise... went to junction 8 after and saw mani of our sch ppl... watched hse of fury! veri nice!!! then after that went home, mon came to my hse 4 tuition and i spent most of the time telling her about things that happened... cried the whole night through, couldnt express hw guilty i was... sleepy today... dun wanna tink 2 much already... cheer up everybody! hope to see m.o.l.s united again!

HAPPY BDAE GUANG[MY BELOVED BROTHER] THANKS 4 BEING WITH ME WHENEVER I NEEDED YOU!

[[under great stress]]

2005-03-24T21:42:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

argh!! these few days under alot of stress! so much homework, so much tests! going crazy soon... scared... o's coming soon... anyway, yeahz... thats all cos i m like dozing off... gonna oink like a pig and sleep... lolx, i dont snort... hahax... bb guys and gals!

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[stagefright+stress]]

2005-03-21T21:50:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

today was the start of a new week and life's ok so far... went up the stage to hand over my position today... it was like bloody embarrasing, hahax... hate this type of things... then after that went home with hui min and i walked home alone... hehex... then started mugging, do the a-maths homework until my head wanna explode le bt still failed to get the answers... damn annoying!! sigh but life still goes on... have to preservere to score 4 the o's...

bout friendship, there's nothing about it... people dont have to get worried anymore, i m carefree like noone else could be! happi shalala... hahax... yeahz, anyway, thats all n er, thanks m.o.l.s 4 being there to go crazy with me all the time.. that was appreciated! lolx... rawk on gals! united we are!!!

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[enjoyment]]

2005-03-18T18:09:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

today was a normal day.. the sun's out and adults work as normal.. what bout mi? i was like sianz... watched mtv in the morning then at 1 went out with bro to meet mon.. we were like crazy, laughing in kfc, attract attention.. hahax... we were disscussing bout saliva and sweat stuff... disgusting topic but funny... hahax... after that she went off and me n guang went walk... he went to the barber and i went into the library to borrow books... when i was out like 20 minutes, it wasnt his turned yet... i was like damn pissed! hahax... but anyway, soon aft, it was his turn and after that we proceeded on to cold storage to get choc and drinks... nice and enjoyable! hahax... then we boarded 372 and i saw wendrey, hui ying(the other 1) and peh chee... i was surprised though... lol... then home i went... :D

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[my today]]

2005-03-14T20:33:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

yesterday's a great day and today? a boring 1... went 4 ssp in the morning then to cp to have lunch... after that went to kfc to but lunch 4 bro n myself then the queue was like bloody long... waited till sianz... then after that went home n started mugging... no, actually is noe, i was forced to do chem homework! damn difficult... i was stuck... whole table with chem notes and messy! yeahz.. i m horrible! hahax... thats all anyway, take care n ciaoz...

+stay happy+be my hero+

sTaRt Of A hOlIdAy!

2005-03-12T22:20:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

woahz... today is the start of the holiday or from yesterday's midnight? hahax... kiez, that was a lame joke... anyway, went to tayies today, she was nice ut had backaches, could see she was really in pain... played the song with the metronom on, the bell was like damn irritatin! hahax...then went to daddy's office, i played sims 2 then we went 4 lunch! it was like damn ex! $8.60 4 3!!! so ex, chicken rice so ex mehz? hahax... but then quite nice lar, not bad... came back home, did chinese hmwrk then start playing com le... after that went to eat at sakae sushi then played arcade... fun! came back home... thats all dudes! ciaoz...

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[arghhh!!!]]

2005-03-11T21:51:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

its the holidays nxt week! but it sux cause teacher are bombing us with loads of homework... went to ngee ann poly today 4 the sva award wining ceremony, we didnt win anyting but i learnt many things... it was cool, had an oscar award feeling... hahax... iez... i noe i am dreaming... went back to school and then home-the place where i belong.. thats all! ciaoz...

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[m.o.l.s]]

2005-03-10T19:18:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

today's lessons was like alright but we were piled up with loads of homework... sianz man... then today mr salva didnt come, we were like sooooo happy!hahax... cos his lessons are quite boring... after recess we went to the bomb shelter, the air con was cooollllldddd! hahax.... then i drew on kiang's foolscap booklet... on it was "M.o.l.s-the family tree"... quite cute lar, then wei li helped out... i drew beer hair look like sweet wrapper then she like so surprised...ahhax... cute sia... today during maths lesson, we learnt shearing, i thought it was like quite fun but some others say it was boring... hahax... then during miss mel lessons, me, kiang, min n teng has a bad but enjoyable time talking about someone... i saw things that i thought was unbelievable so do they.. we kept laughing throughout the lesson... but overall, kiang was suffering.. ppoor thing.. hope she changes place soon bahz... quite scary rite? hahax... we took the chem test, mdam yoyo gave back the same paper, we were like 'what?!'... luckily, i memorised the answers... heng heng... then let beer copy... we copy here and there... i went for the cca step down tok... the attmosphere waas lame, hahax... then holiday still have to return to school... boring sia... i dun wan! 'o' levels coming le, i m afraid! hahax... ... Later still have to return school to see miss mel cos today is the meet the parents session so ciaoz guys... take care...

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[great day ahead]]

2005-03-09T22:22:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

hahax... never tag 4 6 days le, almost to a week so i am back here agian... today during pe, we played floorball, its was like damn fun! i gt to bet the 1st time and amazingly, i hit he 1st ball but too bad eric caught the ball b4 i could reach that point so i was like 'out!' of the game... too bad, hahax... enjoyed the game but dun like some ppl... very kb... but overall, quite fun larz...

after school, we took photos again... finally we have the complete family tree of m.o.l.s! veri happi... then went home and studied physics test as i am unable to flop onto bed... tomorrow chem test, its like bloody boring and i dun understand a thing even though i studied it so many many times! hahax... but guess its 2 bad...

then i and yanting went to cp as i have to top up ez link card then after we met pf they all in the bus so we went together... the teacher was like late 4 half an hour but the tuition was per normal... did rheodox reaction, the mcq was like damn difficult and HE GAVE US LOADS OF HOMEWORK! hahax... still say if never complete, he will stay back with us to do until we finish it... the 2 dunman high guys worse still... have to do extra questions, lucky we nv kena or not finish le... hahax.... then dad n mum came to pick me and i went home to eat my fav magee mee!

home sweet home... love my mama, dada n guangy!

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[undescribable feelings]]

2005-03-03T21:56:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

er... todae veri heavy rain man! it was like pouring, so damn cold! after that i walked in the rain then wet all over, trembling when i reached st hse... we went to kiang's hse, i accompany her back to put books then she lent me pe shirt and socks... i gratefull man...hahax... cause felt warm after changing... then after that we went back school eat mee siam then she went 4 her cca n i went 4 mine...

during el, something happened... only some ppl knows about it... i dunwan to say out lar... hurting.. secrets whether dark or bright were reveiled.. i finally knew how she felt... ...after that we went to the canteen to eat then do the interview stuff... must apologise to miss kahlida 4 corrupting her com... then after that announcement say must go home le... we saw beer... she came sch to fetch st...

then we chatted with her 4 awhile then 372 came... boarded the bus and off i am back home! so happy! finally can rest already! tomorrow still have to go 4 career quest... sianz... then mr hakim dun believe me man.. hahax... hui min asked me to reald 'her' blog... i nearly vomit up all my coco krunch man... hahax... so disgusting... lolx...

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[cheer up everybody]]

2005-03-02T20:07:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

woahz... today we had pe then played softball... the game is nice but quite confusing lar... hahax... then some ppl keep scolding us making us not interested in the game lor, make us scared until we hope we didnt catch any ball or hit any ball... after that when it was finally recess time, i and seok teng was so desperate to get out of the game but mr raj said must add on 10 minutes then the 2 of us was like "wa liao!"... hahax...

todae is yoyo lesson, it was like bloody boring... she was going through the endo n exothermic reaction thing... i was like slow and nt listening at all.. only listen a little bit but lucky the 10 year series question i understand how to do... then always her lesson on wed, my tummy will ache like siao then have to go toilet and do big business! hahax... she had the germs... ...

then we went 4 tuition in tampines... we learnt redox reaction... wendrey very stressed out and break down... msg 4 dreyz: dun cry le kiez? this sat we will go to your house and help you out... practise makes perfect so we work towards achieving the common goal! kiez? dun cry le! jia you!jia you! jia jia you!! you will always have me by yur side! :D

cried to sleep... feeling bloody angry but sad at the same time... ...

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[hope everyone around me is happy]]

2005-03-01T21:50:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

Today have yoyo lesson, so boring... then like dreaming in class...there's nothing much for today, just that i set up this new blog then a msg 4 wen... msg: i will always be beside you, if you need help, come to me, i will help you... this is only a test, aim for the 'o' levels, nt this... always supporting you... dun brood over it... jia you's!

we played with beer shoes again, we snipped off the rubber band then chase her make her shoes fall out then use it to play soccer... she's cute, hahax... but that was the only fun part of the day...

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[release of 'o' level results]]

2005-02-27T19:39:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

whats for today? 'o' level results release! then mr leong ask us go witness it... top student walked away with 8 points lehz... damn smart! haiz... see they take result like very stress like that... hahax... nxt year our turn le... scared and worried sia... then we went to take the a maths test... ok ok lar... dunnoe how to do the normal question... hahax... i think 6 marks lehz... afraid arhz! anyway, scared also no use so better relax!

during cme lesson, we played with beer's shoes, kiez, to be specific, its me... i took out the shoe lace, gave it to shu ting then the other 1 put inside her bag... then threw her shoe into the bin... hahax... bad rite? beer: sorry arhz... play play only, dun get angry... and the shoe lace is with st, nt me...

then i went with wendrey to the canteen to eat... she eat magee mee then i eat rice... suddenly sl appear then we ask him to treat us to drinks... he did... after that wen keep saying i and him got 'fu qi xiang' somemore say i have his child cause i like sour stuff... hahax... then everyone hu like ssour stuff is pregant larz! lolx... after that both of us refuse to keep his 10 cents, keep pusing to each other then drop on the floor... we threw chop-sticks at each other somemore... hahax... then we walked home, saw chun wang at the bus stop but after awhile, the bus came so i went home...

home sweet home... love my room... too bad its not green...

msg 4 'o' level hcl students: dun give up on hcl horz! get a2 very good le! stay happi! cheer up and jia you's! :D

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[happy sha la la]]

2005-02-27T19:35:00.000-08:00

sunday, 27 feb 2005

Zinedine-ying

finally have time to come here and add entry... hahax... now at my cousin's hse using his lap-top, its juz so cool... tomorrow have a maths test... dun feel like studying at all... hahax... i am a lazy pig man... i dun deny that fact... so school is still like the same... boring sia... everyday have to face teachers, so sianz... but still have to study...

now down to relationships in terms of friendship or love... hahax... for love, there's nothing much... noone i like, life's cool... the freedom i once had has returned... i can roam around freely again... for friendship, i am on good terms with everyone.... i am very happi!

and ya, i was looking for a green bag... wendrey's mum found it and bought it for her... i am driven with envy... jkjk... i also want, but no money... hahax... cause its a billabong bag, cost over 80 bucks lehz... i am broke... nvm, i gt sun yan zi's cd le! finally... finally... and thanks to wendrey for buying me the real madrid cards, they are really cool... i love it!

anyway, i am on a high mood now so i wish everyone could be as happi as me...kz? cheer up!

msg 4 kiang: i went to read your blog... u seem very upset... cheer up kiez? everyone would want to see the radiant you... i wish you all the best... stay cute, pretty and happi... dun cry le kiez? no matter what happens, we wil always be supporting you... dun forget our love and concern for you! :D

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[ecstasy]]

2005-02-10T10:32:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

woohoo... yesterday collected many ang pao's... then yesterday met up with my cousins, very happy! get to play with them again... cousins united! we played bball at fish's house that court, guang fell down and bleed badly but 1 kind soul actually went up to his house and got him a plaster! hahax... so ind... end up, we invited him to join us in the game... his shooting skills is superb man! at bout 9.45, we returned to fish's house to eat noodles! we gambled and i won quite alot... hahax...

soon after, wendrey called me... we chatted for a very long time... she asked me to tell him 'i love him'... i rejected... hahax... didnt have the courage and never will i have... hahax... we have to treat hui min to a sumptious meal man! thanks to her, everything worked out ! Hui min: i love you... thanks for everything!

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[i'm high]]

2005-02-09T10:21:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

Happy new year guys! finally today gt ang pao to take le! later gg to bathe then can go visiting! yeahz... get to see fish and fruit garden aagain! hahax... then today so unlucky, down with runnung nose and sore throat, talk like frog talking like that!

wendrey also gave our friendship 1 more chance le! yeahz baby! so happy! hahax... thanks for that...

Yesterday night hx told me kw say i like wendrey! huh?! is like wat the hell?! where he got the info from? nonsense sia! hahax... but making that guess was a funny one...

k guys... hope you all will collect many many ang pao's... signing off here...

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[in a happy and sad mood]]

2005-02-08T18:11:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

Today return home early because its new year eve! yeahz! veri happi! tomorrrow finally got ang pao to take le! hahax... Wish everyone a happy new year and may all your wishes come true 4 this year!

me n wendrey also have big big misunderstanding... i cried many times le, until eyes very swollen... i don't wish to argue with her... wendrey, if u happen to pass by this, just wanna tell u i'm sorry for the things i have done to make you upset... i am willing to change.... i never regretted knowing you and hope we could be friends again... give our friendship 1 more chance kiez? didnt have the courage to tell you all these through phone bcos i am afraid the misunderstanding will expand...

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[my day]]

2004-11-01T19:44:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

hey hey! todae we went 4 the chinese heritage trail at chinatown... walk walk c c then so malu cause we are the onli secondary school batch appearing down dere then the rests are all primary school kids! so damn malu! hahax...

then after that mi, xiao pi, da pi n kiang went heartland mall rot... eat kfc then went shop shop see see... and end up we ended up in 'popular' buying horoscope book... so cool... then we sat outside and read the book... sad to sae, xiao pi nv buy... then ended up it was like 3 nerds sitting on a bench reading books... hahax... as we were reading, nic saw her uncle and aunty then they chatted and after that it rain heavily... these few days keep raining man!

hope tomorrow when the flight taking off, the storm wouldnt come... hahax... so excited! tomorrow we are heading 4 perth! i m gonna go crazy!hahax... ... we saw lili n jacq on the bus on the way to cp then we walk n shop 2gether in cp... so fun playing with the bandanna... army pattern somemore!

anywae i m like so happi todae! realli ! enjoyed moi dae with u guys! I LUV U ALL!

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[[Perth! hereh i come!]]

2004-10-31T14:01:00.000-08:00

Zinedine-ying

woohoo! getting so damn excited! in 2 days time, i would be in the plane heading for perth! hahax! so happi! Go there and buy lots and lots of sweets especially dark chocolate! my favourite!

gonna miss my darling... hahax... go there the high school must get to know handsome dudes! lolx... kz... i was just joking... cannot be so firlt!

hahax... gonna stay loyal to my darling... luv him sooooooooooooooooooooo much!

anywae, tats all... moi brian cells have escaped, cant think anymore! hahax!

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[Hate today]]

2004-10-26T18:45:00.000-07:00

Zinedine-ying

Woahz... I realli hate todae man!!! Wanna studi geography de but cannot squeeze any thing into my head... memorize then 4get... haiz... then the maths? dun even noe how to do 1 question 4 a-maths lor... EOY, i preapared to die le... haiz... ... studies is juz making me go crazy man!!! but no choice, still have to studi, juz todae relax abit, come here and slack, play computer... hahax... ...

Ermz, tok bout something else bahz.... ya... todae teacher suddenly tell us got what heritage trail go PULAU UBIN!!! i dunwan!!!! go dere surely suffer like hell de... get bitten by mosquitos till siao!!! like having chickenpox like that! I DUNWAN!!! hahax... But muz be gracious citizens mahz, donate blood to the thristy mosquitos... hahax... lame bahz??? 这个星期五就是华文考试了但我真的很很讨厌华文！但讨厌还是要读！我快受不了了！救命啊！！！！！！ Chinese juz SUX man... English so much better and easier to speak, rite??? maybe la, i also dunnoe... hahax... but realli hate chinese... so pathetic!!!

Veri suay arhz... My mum phone broke down then i have to lent her mine! I CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT A HP!!! I will die man! hahax... but she's happi that it spoilt at this time so i wouldnt be buzy smsing and not concentrating on my studies... sho bad!!! She better get her phone repaired asap or not i will go crazy!! hahax... ;]

Then still gort what to sae nerhz? hahax... yeahz... i hate 假猩猩 ... whole dae act act act until veri friendly and good but actualli deep inside got motive de! I HATE!!! cause there are juz too mani of these ppl... haiz...

Yeahz!! I hope exams hurry hurry finish then laughing stock can go out 2gehter le!! can go www, downtown, town n go have lots n lots of fun!!! yeahz!!! M.O.L.S rawk man!!! but not to 4get wendrey, jing yi and nicole also... hope we 4 can go jack's place to eat after the exams again... *unforgettable experience dere*... hahax... ;] We laugh till siao bells like tat... hahax...

Wa sehz... some schools hor... todae or this fridae alreadi end exams le lehz... i so damn sian mu! shiok man!!! can go n play till siao le... our school nehz? haven even start arhz... hahax... exams haven even start n i am alreadi slacking le... veri 没有用 bahz?? hahax... Anywae i wanna go oink oink le... hahax...

WIsh all those friends or passerby of this blog GOOD LUCK!!! Pass your exams with flying colours... muz jia you!!! 不可以放弃 !!!

And lastly... [[ I feel happi but guilty todae ]]

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[[hey ya]]

2004-10-20T17:40:00.000-07:00

Zinedine-ying

hEy Ya! ;] sO hApPi!!! eXaMs FiNaLlY eNd AlReAdI!!! i Am OnCe AgAiN cArEfReE! cAn Do aNyThInG i wAnT aNd CoNtInUe RoTtInG... gO tO sLeEp * wHaT i Am SpEcIaLiSeD iN*... yAy... i M jUz tO hApPi, tHiS tYpE oF fEeLiNg CaNnOt Be eXpLaInEd mAn! i jUz wAnNa hAnG aRoUnD tHe cOmPuTeR, TeLeViSiOn AnD mOi BeD!!! i WaNnA eAt N eAt n EaT, 24 hOuRs nOn-sToP eAtInG! hAhAx... sO cOoL... mY sEc 3 yEaRs jUsT eNd iN tHiS mAnNeR...

yEsTeRdAy wEnT tO sK hOuSe AnD hEaRtLaNd MaLl To rOt, sO nIcE tHe FeElInG bUt ExPeNsIvE! hAhAx... Kz, i'M jUsT a NuIsCaNcE pErHaPS bUt tHaTs ThE wAy I aM!!! wE kEpY tAkInG pIcTuReS aNd It TuRnEd OuT tO bE sO fUnNi BuT gOt ChIo Bu tAkE wItH mE, qUiTe HoNoUrEd! hAhAx!!! sO fUn! hAvInG sO mAnI fReNs In A mAcHiNe, SqUeEzInG oUrSeLvEs ... I rEaLlI eNjOyEd RoTtInG wItH tHiS bUnCh oF dArLiNgS!

ToDaY!!! tOdAy!!! wHaT a PaThEtIc dAy! wE wErE fOrCeD tO dO fLaG dAe aNd WeRe AsKed To bE sTaNdInG oN tHe StReEtS oF oRcHaRd RoAd, sOmEwHaT fOrcInG pPl tO dOnAtE mOnEy! i jUsT cAnT sTaNd iT! sOmE pPl eVeN aCt dAo!!! AiYa... ... nVm... iF iT wErE mE, i gUeSsEd i WoUlD rUn aWaY aLsO! hAhAx... bUt aFtEr DoInG tHaT cHaRiTy wOrK, wE wEnT tO hEaRtLaNd MaLl AgAiN tO rOt! tAkE pIcTuReS aGaIn, tHaTs lIkE gOinG tO bCoM a RoUtInE sOoN! hAhAx!!! I M BROKE!!! nVm, jUz rElAx aNd sMiLe! kz, I gUeSs I hAvE gOnE nUtS! hAhAx!!!

tHeN i aM lIkE nOw rOtTiNg At hOmE! sIaNz!! aNyBoDi wAnNa Be mY eNtErTaInEr??? LiKE 4 fReE??? nEvErMiNd, tInK i WoUlD jUsT pLoNk DoWn On MoI bEd AnD sLeEp TiLl ToMoRrOw.. oInK oInK!!! bYe GuYs! tAkE cArE!!! lUv yA!!!

eVeN iF u wErE sAd, jUsT sMiLe aNd rEmEmbEr ThAt yOu ArE aLwAyS bEiNg LoVeD bY sOmEoNe... HaHaX... mE pErHaPs??? kZ, buLl-ShIt!

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[[super duper happy]]

2004-10-16T22:08:00.000-07:00

Zinedine-ying

Hie everyone! I am like so duper hyper and happi todae! I wannaa thank all the english teachers man! Put the comprehension about michael phelps!!! realli damn interesting! hahax! SO happi... Nearly screamed out when i saw his name... But makes me think of him! hahax... so handsome! attractive eyes, jaw n nose! PERFECT! Anyway ya, i was realli so HIGH! ;]

Ermz, exams not over yet but monday dun need to go school! cool man... can sleep at home! yea!!! PHYSICS TEST!!! i regretted not studyying the worksheets man! THe questions came out to be exactly the SAME!!! Argh! qi si ren arhz! Realli rEgReTtEd! haiz... but too late 4 regrets ... hahax!

Anywae i going back to oink oink le... take care guys!

+stay happy+be my hero+

[[Tired and not in the mood to mug]]

2004-10-05T21:42:00.000-07:00

Zinedine-ying

Woahz... Long time neverr come here and write diary le... so i came back... hahax... lame rite? hahax... ok lar... i onli know moi exams coming le but i dun feel like mugging at all lehz... feel like playing and playing and playing... me? what can describe moi feelings now lehz? i veri damn carefree lor... Feel so shiok! nevermind lar, i veri devoted to the nunnary de... hahax... alwaes ask moi frens when go nunnary vist me muz remember to bring some fish n meat *shhhh, dun tell the chief or other nuns about our plan arhz*... hahax... no lar, i joking de.... muz be loyal man!!! hahax... then 1 important exam finish then start slacking le... shi bai bahz!!! ;] haiz... wahz sehz... i hope exams hurry up over then i can go n play until siao siao... i wanna go www!!! yeahz then i waiting 4 the perth trip... quick man then go down dere jio shuai guys... ang moh veri shuai 1 okie? hahax.. no la... no1 wants mi also mahz... then arhz...

that stupid *************** arhz... i suspect he like ********** but no1 believes mi! cant believveve it! realli mahz... i duan cha veri long le lehz... nevermind la... alwaes like tat de... maybe he realli dun like her bahz but none of moi business rite!!! he damn ASSHOLE!!! sucki!!!! hahax... k lar... i forgiven him le... hehex... ... ;] his thingy none of moi business!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahax... k la... he actualli quite nice... dun sae him until like tat... damn bad! hahax... ;] k lar... anywae, juz like tat lor, simple explanation bahz... hehex...

wah sehz, type until realli damn tired le... wanna go oink oink le... buaiz buaiz... all those who pass by this post and see this, i juz wanna wish u all all the best in your studies and everything you do!!! jia you!!!

+stay happy+be my hero+

life's great

__[[INFATUATION]]__

__[[6 days]]__

__[[sigh]]__

__[[exhausted]]__

__[[does misunderstandings really rule over us?]]__

__[[guilt-stricken]]__

__[[under great stress]]__

__[[stagefright+stress]]__

__[[enjoyment]]__

__[[my today]]__

sTaRt Of A hOlIdAy!

__[[arghhh!!!]]__

__[[m.o.l.s]]__

__[[great day ahead]]__

__[[undescribable feelings]]__

__[[cheer up everybody]]__

__[[hope everyone around me is happy]]__

__[[release of 'o' level results]]__

__[[happy sha la la]]__

__[[ecstasy]]__

__[[i'm high]]__

__[[in a happy and sad mood]]__

__[[my day]]__

__[[Perth! hereh i come!]]__

__[[Hate today]]__

__[[hey ya]]__

__[[super duper happy]]__

__[[Tired and not in the mood to mug]]__